Firstly, let me apologise for all the spelling mistakes on my first blog, this bloody MS has fogged my brain up something rotten.

Now onto a personal note, I have to say how incredibly disappointed I am with my older sister Mandy, at the beginning of last week I had agreed to have her two children, 7 and 5 for the night of the 12th Feb for her to go out and celebrate her birthday, even though I said it would be fine the week before, she stressed to me that even if i felt bad on the day of the 12th then I was to tell her and it would be fine, last Thursday I went to the doctor's, my first trip out in over a week, i was at this time already in bed 24/7 and taking many pain killers etc. So when I spoke to her last Thursday afternoon and told her that I had been ordered to bed rest and get peace and quite, while trying to get the hell out of relapse. She was very awkward on that call, then promptly phoned back not 5 mins later and screamed and cried down the phone at me, telling me i was out of order and had ruined her birthday night out,I said nothing I was in complete shock!! I just sat there in stunned silence, I thought that she understood my illness, we have been through so much together, but I have had enough of taking her crap, it's now been 5 days and we usually talk on the phone everyday, sometime more than once a day. I have had no call from her, not to apologise or even to try to wash over it with an apology.

This condition had made me re-prioritise my life, first is my health, then my husband and child, then all the people I love, my family and friends, she has shown herself to be incredibly selfish and I will have to do without her in my life from now on. I don't think that i can forgive her for the way she has treated me, I am more important than this stupid selfish behaviour!

God forbid that she phones and my husband picks it up, he is a very mild mannered man, however when it comes to me and our son James, hell hath no fury!!

There, enough said, rant over!